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Sunday
November 11th 2007
time: 11:43
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so it's definetely been awhile since i have livejournal-ed. yes, i made it a verb. and oh man. life is exciting. care for the beginning of a poem?
a sweet silent soliloquy
she speaks to herself admist the ruckus
he stares, she stares
they depart together
a quickie on the leaves
fallen and dead
much like her conscience
worn away in bed
the den of inequities beckons
them back in
they leave the night
and enter together, in sin.
does he want her
or is this night the end
can she handle it
or is he just her friend
he's known for hurting
his cheating, his using, his lies
she knows she's easy
he won't love her, and yet she tries
all night she is by his side
spending cigarettes, taking in the chill
he's a smoker
she has an ashtray heart
needs work
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Sunday
January 7th 2007
time: 11:41
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totally random little update.
wanna hear a poem i wrote?
Roll on, waves so blue
for it's change that often comes to you
waiting under the mellow skies
holding all that lives and dies
When storms come you see them through
then show off a calmness new
you've had my love through all tides
though you couldn't see it for a wave has no eyes
But the colder and shorter the days
the less I see the waves
but inside know they're still there
swilling beneath the fresh sea air
Hold on, waves so blue
maybe someday I'll be close to you
when the air is warm and the days long
I will sing you sweetly our secret song
And for something completely different:
here's a poe someone wrote for me:
A girl I once walked beaches with,
A girl with eyes of blue
A girl with wit like brandished steal
A girl who always is true-
A girl with smiles that warm
The the corners of her gentle face
And send a vibrant radience
That does not miss a place-
This girl I mentioned prior
in my ode thats oh so true
that girl is one of a kind
that girl, my dear, is you
do I really have "wit like brandished steel?"
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Saturday
August 12th 2006
time: 12:19
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holy crap no more freedom!!!!!!!!! Alex is now dyeing my hair blue and i thought i should let u guys know that...... its completely fantabulous.
Then im sneaking out with greg tamm yet again. Only this time out the window
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Thursday
July 6th 2006
time: 9:58
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this is monday july 3rd as told to alicia
bostonchick008: well monday i hung out with mike
kokodusty55: oo lala
bostonchick008: we did the usual
bostonchick008: met at mcdonalds
bostonchick008: went to the bank....
kokodusty55: really, that sounds fun
bostonchick008:broke into connors
kokodusty55: did you steal anything
bostonchick008:played guitar
bostonchick008: yeah
bostonchick008:we stole mikes guitar back and we messed up his room and turned his chairs upside down and his posters
kokodusty55: haha that sounds fun
kokodusty55: did he get mad at you guys for it
bostonchick008: okay so then we went to mikes
bostonchick008: and we played guitar
bostonchick008: and had ice cream
bostonchick008: and my belt left marks on his bedspread
kokodusty55:well that just makes it sound like you did it
bostonchick008: but he didn't care
bostonchick008: so then his sis and mama stras came home
bostonchick008: and they were like really surprised
kokodusty55: why
bostonchick008: i just explained it
bostonchick008: i was at his house and i am never there and i luv his mom and sister
kokodusty55: cool
kokodusty55: how come you like never go over there
bostonchick008: b/c we always r at my house
bostonchick008: or greg's
bostonchick008: or out for a walk
bostonchick008: so like then greg called
bostonchick008: and he came over
bostonchick008: and we went skimming in a thunder storm
bostonchick008: and they were watching me take it off at the beach and pretending to get huge erections
kokodusty55: o damn
kokodusty55: dont give them a free show, make them pay for that shitt
kokodusty55: haha jk
bostonchick008: i was wearing my bikini!
bostonchick008:and i wouldn't strip for greg
kokodusty55:haha but mike..hell yeah, right?
bostonchick008:we went back to mikes and greg blasted me with the hose while i was in the shower
bostonchick008: that bitch!
bostonchick008: and mama stras heard me scream so she ran to save me
kokodusty55:awww
bostonchick008: but by that time i had already killed them
bostonchick008:jk
bostonchick008: and what she found was mike and greg in the shower singing a dirty song
kokodusty55: damn it sounds like you guys have a ton of fun when you hang out
bostonchick008: we do
bostonchick008: so then mr. stras came home from work and invited me to dinner
bostonchick008: so we all went in separate cars
bostonchick008:me and mike and greg and sierra in one
bostonchick008: aaron, mama stras and mr. stras iin an other
bostonchick008: mike drives like a crazy person
bostonchick008: so it was me+sierra in the back and mike and greg in the front
bostonchick008:and in traffic we happened to see gregs roomate...john james
bostonchick008: so like we try to get his attention and throw things into his car and such and mike and greg are randomly yelling 'pull over!"
bostonchick008: but then mikes cell rings , so greg is holding the wheel and steering while mike is on the phone
bostonchick008: and they are switching lanes and everything
bostonchick008: so mike hangs up and starts rocking out to street light manifesto and greg is still steering
kokodusty55: that sounds like so much fun
bostonchick008: so then he takes the wheel back at a light and greg gets out of the car and runs to john's car and throws a pair ofboxers in his window, runs back and jumps in the car thru the open window
bostonchick008: and then we saw some kids go by on bikes and we all yell 'pull over!'
kokodusty55: omg
bostonchick008: dude yeah
kokodusty55: why the hell did he have a random pair o boxers to throw in his car
bostonchick008: b/c mike is strange
bostonchick008: and has them in his car
bostonchick008: so like then greg and i started hitting each other in the panda pavillion parking lot
bostonchick008: and after 5 minutes he;s like "im sorry....Make up sex?"
bostonchick008: so im like "of course"
kokodusty55: make up sex is the best sex
bostonchick008: and greg grabs me in a hug and picks me up, swings me aroound 3 times and puts me down in front of mike
kokodusty55: haha jk
bostonchick008: i know it is the best
bostonchick008: so then we all go have panda pavillion for an hour
kokodusty55: isnt that like, chinese food or something
kokodusty55: yeah, ive never been there before, is it good
bostonchick008: yeah
bostonchick008: we had the most random conversation like ever
bostonchick008: it all ended with mama stras saying this:
bostonchick008: "I'm talking about ejaculation."
kokodusty55: o wow....that sounds like my familys dinner conversations
bostonchick008: seriously
kokodusty55: yeah seriously haha
bostonchick008: i want in that family
kokodusty55: we have the wEiRdEsT dinner convos ever
bostonchick008:im marrying mike to be with his mom
kokodusty55: sweet, can i be the maid of honor
bostonchick008: uh duh!
bostonchick008: she thought greg and mike were in the shower 2gether naked and they were "singing a song about how men have richards"
kokodusty55: hahahahaha wow, man im gonna need to hang out with you guys sometimes
bostonchick008: then he brought me home in the pouring rain.
kokodusty55: and then did you make out in the rain?
bostonchick008: and we hugged for a really loooonnng time
bostonchick008: and he didn't let go, but he pulled away and looked in my eyes
kokodusty55: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
bostonchick008: you can't tell Kay Kay
bostonchick008: she is pissed b/c all we do is talk about each other
kokodusty55: really?
kokodusty55: well screw her, its cute
kokodusty55: you two should seriously go out
bostonchick008: he wrote me a song
kokodusty55: you would be the cuuuttest couple ever
kokodusty55: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
kokodusty55: Im soo fuckkin jelous write now, haha
kokodusty55: i want someone to write me a song
bostonchick008: don't be
bostonchick008: lindsay has him totally whipped
kokodusty55: omg, well....unwhip him
bostonchick008: im trying!!
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Saturday
June 17th 2006
time: 2:00
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so it started out grrrrrrreat!
then i wanted to scream!for gooood reasons!
then i wanted to die
then i got my hopes up
and then they were dashed
and then something weird happened
and then for 5 minutes nothing mattered at all
and then i was upset
and then i was happy
and now i am content.
:D
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Friday
June 2nd 2006
time: 3:15
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Saturday
May 13th 2006
time: 11:32
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gregory tamm won mr venice last night!!! yay!!! i knew he would! so i pretty much love him and he is my hero!!i sat with kaykay alex and connor and that was a wierd show but it's okay b/c i love him and it was worth it. Why does Kaykay have mike stras's sweatshirt...not that its bothering me...im just wondering...
anywho...
after that jon hodge gave me and alex a ride to the john's building to meet some "friends".She was mad at me because i was sitting shot gun and we were talking about the red hot chili peppers.
She was very jealous and had a bitch fit at the playground. Then we went and had ice cream and "Swang life away" at the church playground and talked about the guys we like and acted like the 5 year olds that we are.
It's okay though because he actually does care about her...
unlike me the person she likes may have a bit of a thing for her...
There are poeple who think the guy I like likes me back...
I think he's just being nice...
he's wanted and adored by attactive women...
a bountiful selection is at his discretion.
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Saturday
May 6th 2006
time: 11:32
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im not sure if i am grounded or not now. Whatever happens when i go home will not be fun tho. I am soooooo tired,like u can't imagine!
and i just found out that one of my guy friends who i thuought was over me still likes me! i only think of him as a friend but i don't want to hurt him. I need advice!
P.S. connor safran lawhorne is a VERY dirty boy.
Don't EVER let him know that you're drunk.
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Friday
May 5th 2006
time: 6:45
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im grounded...again
2 weeks this time!!!
i am sooooo pissed at my parents
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Sunday
April 23rd 2006
time: 2:26
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so like i love life!
its like an awesome thing to be alive and to walk and breathe and love and cry
yes it is
we show emotion through feelings and right now i am feeling happy
:)
even though there is more pain then love right now i am still happy ♥
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Saturday
April 15th 2006
time: 8:28
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Sup??
so like i went ice skating last nite and me andrea alex jay danny and caleb formed a band called the embarassments
super fun fun
then mike stras said "goodnight my sweetheart" in german to meee! like dude ready???
guetnatch shatz
(goodnight my sweetheart)
needless 2 say its cool
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Sunday
March 26th 2006
time: 8:41
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woot woot! first post ever thanx to carly! anyways thats why shes my first friend on here!
guess wut i did today i went to the mall and i went in american eagle and right as i was commenting about/making fun of connor i turn around and low and behold who's standing at the cash register? Yep it was connor. Oh My God talk about crazy!so then Carly and i rode the Dillards glass elevator til we were "harassed" (spoken to)by the store manager, it was an hour!
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